Im done with Question 3! I think. Hmm. Thats what i thought too the first time I finished Question 3, but apparently I did almost everything wrongly. Lol.
Anyway, I still think Berbatov is a class act, no matter what you all say!
"I always turn to the sports pages first, which records people's accomplishments. The front page has nothing but man's failures." - Earl Warren
Alone in darkness at 11:24 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Well, more or less done with Question 3. Now comes the part I hate most, memorising. Gahh. Oh well, 6 hours left for around 2 questions. Hope all goes well.
Anyway, another interesting video today!
The first ever call to helpdesk!
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. " - Lao Tzu
Alone in darkness at 7:50 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Question 3, question 3. Oh, how I've underestimated you. No matter, you're gonna get you ass kicked, when I have time later to go plan my strehgy!
Anyway, from now on, food that is absolutely delightful and dangerously sinful shall be referred to as SINLIGHTFUL!
And the first thing that Im going to put right up there as sinlightful would be Eel meat!
OMG. ORGASMIC.
"For disappearing acts, it's hard to beat what happens to the eight hours supposedly left after eight of sleep and eight of work. " - Doug Larson
Alone in darkness at 11:52 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I've been having a splitting headache everyday now, since the Part B started this week.
Sighs. Must be all the lack of sleep, and sleeping at obscene times. This really, really describes how I would feel right now.
"Computers make it easier to do a lot of things, but most of the things they make it easier to do don't need to be done. " - Andy Rooney
Alone in darkness at 4:48 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Have I not tried hard enough to make her happy? Do I not care for her enough? Does she not trust me enough to confide in me? Why does she still treat me like Im a stranger? What have I done wrong?
Maybe Im just a failure to begin with.
Or maybe this is just God's way of telling me that I dont deserve her. I can never truly make her happy. She says "I love you.", but I can only imagine how much of it she meant. I love her, but my heart tells me it no longer goes both ways. Im tired.
Hey jude, dont make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her into your heart, Then you can start to make it better.
Hey jude, dont be afraid. You were made to go out and get her. The minute you let her under your skin, Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain, Dont carry the world upon your shoulders. For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool By making his world a little colder.
Hey jude, dont let me down. You have found her, now go and get her. Remember to let her into your heart, Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin, Youre waiting for someone to perform with. And dont you know that its just you, hey jude, youll do, The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey jude, dont make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her under your skin, Then youll begin to make it Better better better better better better, oh.
During this crucial coursework period, all I can do is pretend that nothings wrong. I cant let this affect me.
"The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone." - Unknown Author
Alone in darkness at 12:15 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Met up with Qi Xuan, Shiling and Yu Xian today at Dhoby Ghaut.
Wanted to play pool initially. Changed our minds and went to Minds Cafe, but ended up doing neither and had dinner at Billy Bombers at Cathay. Luo Wei joined us where the statement which best described our silly conversation was "But if you drink water, you have to pee! " -_-"
Luo Wei left, while we went on to watch 20th Century Boys II, and GOODNESS, such a long movie! And confusing, might I add! Haha.
AND, Im tired.
"Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival. " - C. S. Lewis
Alone in darkness at 11:18 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Have been wanting to share this since coming acorss it a few months back, but totally forgot until just now. So, here it is.
His name is Toshinobu Komatsu, a street performer from Osaka, Japan.
He's seriously fucking awesome, no?
"Education is learning what you didn't even know you didn't know." - Daniel J Boorstin
Alone in darkness at 5:01 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
When even brackets have the ability to decide your future, you know you have to be nothing but perfect.
Not good enough. As of now, I really am simply not good enough.
H2 Computing 2009 GCE A Level Course Work Part A has ended today. It has a 25% weightage for the entire Course Work, and 6.25% weightage for the entire A Level Computing paper.
At the end of the 1st in 3 parts of the coursework, all I can say is, I am nowhere near the standard where I want to be. While people were aiming for perfect scores for coursework, I couldnt even have my program run, albeit due to silly mistakes which I could have avoided. As a result, I had to forfeit the chance to perfect my solution and to strengthen my answers.
Dont get me wrong, there was nothing wrong with the program I had prepared. In fact, I should think they were more than adequate. Afterall, all the sleepless nights and sleeping at 4 in the morning should have meant something. What I hadnt realise was, there are just some things which I couldnt have prepared for. Programming skills, and in expert system terms, heuristics. Heuristics are built upon through experience, as programming skills are through practice. I can prepare all I want on the nights before an exam, but they can never prepare me for mistakes which occur due to lack of practice.
In a wicked deja-vu kind of way, it is upper secondary years all over again. Never the diligent class of students, our class of 4B would do disappointingly badly time and time again, even though we felt we had given it 100% on the night before the exam. And what Mdm Tazneen, our then form teacher said, suddenly came back to me. "You may feel you have given it your all, and that this shouldnt be the kind of results you should be getting. What you do not realise is that preparations for examinations are not meant to take place in a night. They are long and taxing processes which require effort and sustained durations of discipline and focus."
Im going to be working hard, I have to, in order to replace the marks I've lost in this Part A. Wake up, work hard. Im still really pissed with myself. So many things running through my mind right now.
But I can feel it, Im coming round.
"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other. " - Abraham Lincoln
Alone in darkness at 4:43 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
LOL. Maybe if everyone behaved like this when they are rejected, the world would be a funnier place to live in. (:
Hmm. There seems to be something about the number 5 that is making it come up in my Common Tests marks.
"Don't see others as doing better than you. Beat your own records daily because success is a fight between you and yourself." - Mohammad Monis
Alone in darkness at 7:44 PM
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Well, after having sat through the recent Common Tests, my poor showing has all but emphasized the need for me to start putting in hard work. But no matter, for just like I had planned, now is the time for me to officially start serious business. Im going to be receiving shit results these coming weeks, and I know that. Its only just for the shit effort I've put in.
I know well enough that at this point in time, I have no chance whatsoever in my battle against the big A. I am but a puny little fucked up A at the moment. But fret not, to all who are reading this. This small little harmless A is going to put in the required amount of effort and more so that he can kick the shit out of big A!
Today was a good Day 1, finished up most of the filing, and did some studying. I swear, this is going to continue, and Im not going to give up. 149 days till heavenly freedom, but until then, its hell and me baby.
On a side note, Im not sure when or whether or not I will release it at all, but I hereby official initiate Operation Distinction™.
And also, in conjunction with the launch of Operation Distinction™, the motivational quotes section of this blog shall be duly revived with effect today.
"If you want to shine like a sun, first you have to burn like it." - Unknown Author
Alone in darkness at 7:42 PM
Monday, July 06, 2009
Omg. Stumbled upon Wushu Hub and found this old wushu video of a performance at the Singapore Indoor Stadium back when I was still part of batch of 99, or 九九年 as we our batch affectionately referred to.
Cant remember which one I was, or who else was where for that matter. 8 years is a long time. Haha. But I do know the botak kid doing the solo somewhere in there was my brother when he was 8. Lol. Star of the show, as always.
Man, I quite miss those days. Glad to see 教练 and most of the gang of seniors like 助教 are still around the Wushu scene living their dreams.
Sighs. I'll return to that life, one day. I'll pick up wushu again, I will.
"Sexual Confusion: Researchers from the University of British Columbia nursing school reported in December that lesbian and bisexual high school girls are seven times more likely to get pregnant than other girls. A leading hypothesis is that those girls may try to disguise their sexual identity by uninhibited heterosexual behavior."
Alone in darkness at 7:42 PM
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