Wednesday, May 23, 2007
"Like the few brave souls who had dared to venture into the accused bay will realise in a moment, the door they had gone through cannot be opened once you are on the inside.."
The Supreme Court is such a nice place to go to. They should open it up for students to study there lahh. Especially the viewing gallery!
Haha. If only.
And oei. Can you stop pointing the court room's high tech cameras at me nott? Tsk. Alone in darkness at
7:29 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Today was a fucked up day to say the least. It all began early this morning when I couldnt get any proper sleep.
And its not that I slept very late you know. I intentionally went to bed early cause I was feeling super exhausted. But I just couldnt really get a good sleep. The tossing and turning, and waking up every half hour for the whole morning really just killed me in the first place. But hey, things were to get worse.
As a result of the bad night's sleep, I had a difficult time, or rather my dad did, trying to pull myself out of bed and get to school. The moment i had something to lean on I would fall asleep right away. And I could sleep standing up I tell you. When I eventually got bathed and dressed and went to school, I was late and it was already halfway into the first period, Computing. And as usual, I spent the rest of the period struggling my way through the Workshops.
Later into the day during Maths, I found out that I failed the lecture test, BADLY. That really just spoilt my mood for the day. Mr Fadzli was like "You're returning me nothing you know?" Sighs.
Soon came the super depressing Project Work period. Upon getting our GPP back, everybody's face just changed instantly. Straight smack on the front page was the word "Approved" cancelled out. And next to it was "Please Revise" hugely circled in red, coupled with Mr Kao's merciless "Obviously!" comment next to it. And the sea of red ending off nicely with another killer comment which I never knew could have so much effect. "What kind of nonsense is this?" >.<
During lunch, while everyone went out to eat, I finished my meal alone in school quickly and proceeded to the library to study for the Econs lecture test tomorrow. I didnt want to be failing another test. It was then that I realised how much of Econs I didnt understand. Thank God Sam had a so-called remedial session today, and it really helped me alot. So it wasnt that bad.
After the session ended at 4+, I went down to the field for training, still feeling like shit and pretty damn depressed. And then my contact lenses just had to fuck me up, refusing to go in. Finally gave up after awhile and threw them away.
Then during training, I realised how the fucked up of the fucked up felt like. Halfway during training, I made a really bad save and sprained my wrist. After that I was fucking downgraded to picking the balls, when both my calf muscles and one of my forearm muscles started to cramp, AT THE SAME TIME. Then I was like "Should I be happy that I still have one arm left to stretch myself back to walking condition?"
So, now. Training has ended with some stomach-cramping quads exercises which I havent done in a long long time, and I've managed to make my way back home safely, harbouring the thought that I could finally get some rest. Then I look at what the night has in stall for me, and oh my, what a rude awakening. I realised I still had to complete an Econs Case Study project which is due to be presented tomorrow, as well as the Econs lecture test which is due to be conducted tomorrow, and is on Theory of Cost Behaviour, Monopoly and Perfect Competition, all of which I know nuts about. So while I slumped in my chair cursing my bad luck, I remembered that later in the morning at 2 am, Man United would be playing AC Milan at San Siro. And it was a match I had really wanted to watch.
So, I decided I couldnt take the fucking shit anymore and here I am blogging away, as if I have nothing to attend to, and as if my JCTs are still lightyears away.
Oh by the way, I do know. Austin's such an asshole. Alone in darkness at
9:12 PM
